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  • chat chat How do you people maintain your sanity in the imperialist core?
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    Cymbalta, Abilify, and Strattera

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  • traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns Did your deadname *ever* feel like yours?
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    That is what I love about IFS. It just seems so adaptable to different situations.

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    I completely understand where you are coming from and you are not crazy. For me I have complex PTSD because of my traumatic childhood. That means my default model for dealing with trauma is dissociation. So I see parts of myself as different aspects of who I am. One part of myself is the one that has my given name or what people call a deadname. He is one of our protectors and in IFS speak he is a firefighter. That is why I dislike the idea of thinking of him as dead. I know this sounds a little different from what you are experiencing but I figured it was close enough that I would tell you about it. Hopefully you take some comfort in it.

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    We all know who's turn it is!

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse Someone just shot at Trump with a pellet gun at a rally
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    You could be right. His ear did look really bad.

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    New Peter Pringle: How Gilgamesh Met Enkidu https://youtu.be/kf55lZc3SZk

    Get in here folks. Its time for new Peter Pringle singing about the best bromance in history.

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    anime anime Why haven't you watched Eureka Seven yet?
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    I love Eureka Seven so much! A simple sweet love story that hits me in the feels a little too hard. Not to go off topic, but have you ever seen Xam'd? A lot of people compare it to Eureka Seven for some odd reason. Not many people saw it when it came out because it was released exclusively on the Ps3 streaming service that Sony tried to push a long time ago.

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  • askchapo askchapo How serious is certifying for my unemployment insurance in California?
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    I had no idea there was even an office that I needed to report to. None of my paperwork so far says I have to do that.

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    This is exactly what I was afraid of. I cannot do the job I use to do because it burned me out that badly. So I wanted to change to a different type of work. I use to do system administration but want to do data entry. Do I need to explain this to someone?

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    Gotcha, thanks for replying to my thread. It might not seem like much but it means a lot to me.

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    I am worried about messing up on the only form that gets my rent and medical insurance bills paid. I just feel like there is a Sword of Damocles above my head waiting to drop when I don't dot an i or cross a t to their liking. I am also not the smartest person in the world when it comes to this stuff and the reassurance helps me a lot.

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    How serious is certifying for my unemployment insurance in California?

    I am on unemployment for the first time and they say I need to be filling out a form every 2 weeks saying I was looking for work. My question is how serious are these forms when I fill them out? Do they track down every place I tried to fill out an application for? I am super confused on how all this works and hoping a fellow hexbear can help my neurodivergent ass out.

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    chapotraphouse chapotraphouse Closest you'll ever get to explaining the modern world to a medieval peasant. But to be fair, it's what the Dodgers deserve for leaving Brooklyn.
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    I managed to go to this game overcoming some crippling social anxiety mixed with autism spectrum issues. It was my first MLB game and honestly it was super fun! If I did not have to load myself to the gills with Ativan I would go more often.

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse Day 21 of posting Garfield minus Garfield
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    So I have shared this with a few friends and we all agree this so dumb that its wrapped around to being genius.

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    Does a "the 4 genders" joke actually work with this? I think so.

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse They’re finally talking about replacing Biden
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    I totally forgot about Teh Klob.

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    Tell me who's turn it is! Say it! hillary-assassin

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  • chat chat The recent uptick in "lolcow" Content.
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    lolcow content goes back to the issue of cringe culture being popular for a long time on the internet. Its why I think no community big or small should tolerate that kind of content being posted because its pipeline to becoming 4chan.

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    First, that's a great way to lose all trust your customers have in you and make them go to a different store.

    You really need to visit some rural parts of my country to see how they are food deserts only served by predatory companies like Walmart. During the early 00's it was a common story for Walmart to run local business out of the area due to being able to use economy of scale to drive down prices. Just imagine living in a town where the only place to buy food was Walmart, fast food chains, or dollar stores.

    Second, I'm pretty sure that's illegal.

    I just looked it up and the Netherlands has Uber unless I have old information. You do know they use surge pricing as their business model right? Companies like Walmart look at these business models and want to transition to them because they work. Its the boil the frog slowly approach to capitalism.

    On the plus side for you Americans and Canadians, maybe you can finally get rid of that habit of showing product prices excluding tax.

    I am not making excuses only giving an explanation. Please consider I am not defending this in the slightest just giving information. A human worker costs less than a digital tag if they are also paid to organize the shelving and stock. Also consider the United States has taxes that changed on the county and state level. National chains don't show taxes because you can literally drive 15 minutes and be in a different area with a different sales tax laws. These taxes can range from standard sales tax to a PIF tax that gets added based on a time window. Most of our country does not use electronic tagging and the systems used to update them are not as dynamic as you think when they do have them. This post is an excellent example of this because just think of how big Walmart is in my country. They are just now swapping over to them and only with the idea of changing their pricing model.

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    spray-bottle kelly

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse The Oklahoma Department of Education can't log in to its own website because the person who had the password left and didn't give it to anyone. They haven't been able to login for 2 years.
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    IT Staff: "Hey this person is leaving should we do knowledge transfer?"

    People running things: "Naw IT is a waste of money and does nothing. Why would we want to waste more money to pay someone to explain how the system works?"

    This conversation has happened a non zero amount of times in my life.

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    doomer

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    Shame that you missed coloring your path gold.

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    So rotund!

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    Thanks I was sort of not getting this one too but Kumikommunism gave me some context and now this makes a little more sense.

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    Thanks for explaining it like that to me. I think I understand it now.

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    Can someone spell this one out for one of your neurodivergent comrades? Like is this some sort of sarcasm about the topics they are talking about?

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  • neurodiverse neurodiverse I'm tired of the word "romanticizing" being used as a tool to be ableist.
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    I like to frame my crippling ADHD, autism, and cPTSD issues as a silly names that I saw one day that just clicked with me. So my ADHD and autism make me neurospicy and my cPTSD is just spicy deja vu. People have used the romanticization argument along with me just doing it for clout when I label them as such. Jokes on them since I am 39 and never dated and don't have social media outside of hexbear. I feel like I humanize something when I don't use medical language and embrace what makes me CoolYori.

    EDIT: Perhaps I should use the chance when this happens and say that I am aroace and that makes me partly aromantic? Gods I needed to make this joke for people in the future.

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse The duality of man
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    Real "No, we have Bluey at home" vibes for sure! Gods you make me laugh just thinking of it.

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    The duality of man
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    mutual_aid mutual_aid Need help surviving to finish school
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    Hey me too! It's amazing how many people I am finding out have the same things I seem to be struggling with.

    Also bump for a trans comrade from another trans comrade. If I had not lost my job I would help contribute. All I have is my love for a fellow person in need.

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  • anime anime Is Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood the Greatest Anime of All Time?
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    If you are looking for an action anime it's not too bad. It's not as good as the source material or FMA 2003 by far to me at least.

    EDIT: it's because FMA:B is a show about humans vs monsters vs gods and that is about it. There is nothing more than the action of that interplay. FMA 2003 asks a question of each person in the show. "What does it mean to be human?" It even asks this question of the homunculus. It's what makes it the deeper show to me full of nuance. Plus it has one of the best duets made in anime history. I can't read those lyrics without crying.

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  • the_dunk_tank the_dunk_tank stephen colbert did a "skibidi biden" bit, it's even worse than it sounds
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    Looks like I have something to talk about in group therapy today

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    My insurance provider site tells me I can go to a Target clinic and still be covered by them.

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  • canada canada Philanthropist who gave $30M to U Manitoba condemns 'hateful' valedictory speech, university for allowing it
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    Christians do and they justify it using end times prophecy.

    EDIT: Just saw this is the Canada com! Like are there many super religious evangelicals up there?

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  • drugs Drugs Do Cannabis strains and terpene profiles actually map to a consistent set of effects, or is it really all just pseudoscientific marketing bullshit?
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    cat-trans

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    For me I used pot to create a baseline level to my dissociation to desperately try to smooth out the peaks and valleys. It never worked and for almost 19 years I was stoned with various breaks where when I came up for air to ask for help I got told to go back to toking. I think it contributed to me only transitioning at 34.

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    All I know about "medical" marijuana is that you do not want to do it if you have any dissociative trauma in your life. I ended up with a $800 a month addiction and I still have to deal with my cPTSD at 39 and not at a better age like my early 20s. People try to suggest it all the time in the communities I am in and I dislike that it happens. Pot is not a cure-all and sometimes it might add to a person's mental illness and not take away from it.

    EDIT: I wanted to circle back and say that I have done every ratio and strain under the sun and they did not change the fact that it's all super addictive. I even managed to abuse the 21:1 CBD:THC stuff they would make. Those just brought my alcoholism out more.

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    Yea the classic plate of "hot mess" as I call it. There are lots of versions of it from open faced turkey to my favorite which is SOS. I always love showing pics from the place in my hometown.

    (CW:Meat) ::: spoiler spoiler :::

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  • neurodiverse neurodiverse Ya girl is finally getting help
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    Hey just to let you know I am just seeing your reply now. Its gonna take me a little bit to process it but I let you know what I think.

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    The one writtern by Ryan "Northernlion" Letourneau?

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    Ya girl is finally getting help

    They laid off almost everyone at my old job on a few Monday's back. I was already trying to get off pot and booze because they were frankly killing me. I had started Wellbutrin but it was still the 2 week period where that stuff kicks in. When I got told that I was going to be let go I had a really bad mental breakdown. I have PTSD from having an utter shit childhood and really bad episodic MDD. I could not focus and was crying in public which has not happened in a while. I also might have been hearing voices but they are not there anymore. I ended up in a partial hospitalization program under recommendation of my therapist and while it sounded scary it has turned my life around in only 3 days of going. Next step is they are going to be putting me on Abilify to even out the spikes I have been having. While the Wellbutrin is handling some of my ADHD I want to see if I can change it to 300mg to see if it squashes it along with my MDD episodes that its handling now. The psychologist says I should not be scared of the Abilify even tho I kind of am. She says it will even out the spikes and dips I have been having. Those are what are causing me to cry. I read on the internet too it should be helpful with my autism spectrum issues. I have been white knuckling it alone for so long that seeing some light on the horizon makes me want to cry with joy. I just hope some of the bridges I have burned can be built back up again because I have left a trail of fire behind me. I am really hoping to figure out this whole vegan thing that I have been so hardcore in hating now that I am not consumed by thoughts of death. Lastly, I dont know if any of you have had some experiences with Abilifiy if you do I would like to hear about them bad or good. Thank you for reading this my friends, and if you think there is no hope out there remember that other humans have beat what you have and you dont have to go at it alone.

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    Still Bothered By These Problem?

    - Stolen by squirrel - Get broken - Waste the seeds - Waste your time

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    Steve Jobs's cancer should have killed him earlier. en.wikipedia.org

    Alternative title is Steve Job's is an asshole for killing Flash. I am 5 beers deep right now so let me get on with this hottake. It was wrong to kill Flash because literally nothing has replaced it. It's murderer was Steve jobs in the end because it worked like shit on the iPhone. Even when they worked with Adobe on the port they could not get it to work. Check out the link it talks about it in there. One of the lines that caught my eye in there was "by almost any definition, Flash is a closed system". The man who created the most closed system on the planet has the gall to say this line, and people still believe it to this day. The reason why Flash was so invasive was because the language that drove it was a simplified version of JavaScript. It was made so easy that it took a bit of hardware to run. They later used it for UI graphics in video games because it could present things so easily. What we got to replace it was JavaScript + HTML5. From a sysadmins perspective JavaScript is full of nothing but pitfalls for new players to the point it seems like its written that way. I want you to think back to all the jank flash games you played like Happy Wheels. Yea we kind of get those games in Unity but not at the replability as older flash games. Do you remember playing Elona Shooter before even finding out what the Elona series was about? Did Nanaca✝Crash make you wish for all those hours of your life back? Do I age myself by talking about these things? I think part of what makes the internet so good is how accessible it is to do things with it. Killing a language that only lets more people do shit is a sin. Thanks for reading. I am probably gonna tap out after this because its late so I will check my inbox for replies. If you want anything out of me you have to find out on the next episode of CoolYori Z!

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    They are doing a full reprinting of Millennium Blades for those that missed it before https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/level99games/millennium-blades-again

    In case you have not seen tabletop card game simulator Millennium Blades has another printing up on kickstarter. I have played this game and let me tell you. If you are into card games and want to play something that is off the wall fun with your friends check this out. You basically play 3 tournaments with market and deck building phases before each of them. The only issue is your first learning session is gonna be like 4-5 hours.

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    What is art?

    For me its a Mitsubishi DA-A7DC Stereo Power Amplifier.

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    KFC's website chewing me out about using an adblocker

    If small mom and pop websites ran by starving artists cannot shame me into turning it off to see their factor75 banner what makes you think I will do it for you?

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    Utah Advances Criminal Trans Bathroom Ban, With Penalties Of Six Months In Jail www.erininthemorning.com

    I knew it was a good idea to hold off telling my parents I am never coming back to that shithole of a state ever again. Now I can just point at this and say I dont like spending time being locked up for needing to take a piss.

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    Shoutouts to my Guatemalan Comrades

    I just found this salsa at my local grocery store and its so flavorful. I enjoy how thick it is as well as the fact its not vinegar based. I have a big bottle of the green one too but this is the first one I have cracked open. I am super excited to see what it all goes with since it feels so versatile.

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    Hats in politics

    MAGA hats are trash. Gore/Lieberman 2000 is where its at.

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    Submachine: Legacy - Just released HD remake of a 2005 title store.steampowered.com

    Comrades, Today I bring you a treat that is beyond any words I can put here. My hands are so flappy with excitement that I almost cannot keep them on the keyboard. Submachine: Legacy made by Mateusz Skutnik has finally been released. I had no idea that this was dropping today until I saw it in steam. It is an HD remake of the original "point and click" Submachine games that originally released in 2005 done in Shockwave. I have not touched them since then because flash emulation of Shockwave games is still trash. From what I remember there is 10 games and a few side stories. If games like Myst or The Room interest you then I would check this one out. I am normally not a fan of "Myst Clones" and can count the ones on a single hand that are worth it and this is one of them. Let me know in the comments if you do pick it up and play it. I want to hear what you think!

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    New slop for sicko's
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