askchapo askchapo What is your favorite obscure old hot take to ever pop up on this site? For @Civility purposes, nothing from active users, please. Also "power dynamics" isn't obscure.
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 2 weeks ago 100%

    there was this goober named blakeus12, they were frickin insane. i mean, they literally said that america and the wholesome 100 western world wasn't better than ebil cina. i cried

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse I want to go to a Renn Fair dressed as a Jester, but my jester outfit will be purple and green and I'll have the words "THOU EST DAMAGED" written on my forehead in Gothic font
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 2 weeks ago 100%

    holy shit we have balatro emojis

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  • chat chat joined the work video call without realising my profile picture was antifa
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 2 weeks ago 100%

    thanks, the meeting over and everything's fine, lol.

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  • games games Stop Doing Skill Based Matchmaking
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 2 weeks ago 100%

    but but but seeing iron 3 reminds me im not good enough at valorant to dedicate any time to it

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    chat blakeus12 2 weeks ago 97%
    joined the work video call without realising my profile picture was antifa

    whoops, i'm praying nobody knows what it means. that or i hope they agree and are based.

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    technology technology In Leak, Facebook Partner Brags About Listening to Your Phone’s Microphone to Serve Ads for Stuff You Mention
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 3 weeks ago 98%

    aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand literally nobody is surprised

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  • chat chat Balenciaga is just a massive troll operation to scam rich people
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 3 weeks ago 100%

    this is the beanie guy from jujutsu kaisen. i swear i'm not crazy. i forgot his name

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  • news news Bulletins and News Discussion from August 26th to September 1st, 2024 - Ruto Must Go - COTW: Kenya
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 3 weeks ago 100%

    yeah, it got kinda nuts. i met my friend and a few more on hello talk, but i deleted it after a few uncomfortable interactions with e-daters.

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  • news news Bulletins and News Discussion from August 26th to September 1st, 2024 - Ruto Must Go - COTW: Kenya
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 3 weeks ago 100%

    shit, my bad lol

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  • news news Bulletins and News Discussion from August 26th to September 1st, 2024 - Ruto Must Go - COTW: Kenya
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 3 weeks ago 100%

    noooo

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  • news news Bulletins and News Discussion from August 26th to September 1st, 2024 - Ruto Must Go - COTW: Kenya
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  • news news Bulletins and News Discussion from August 26th to September 1st, 2024 - Ruto Must Go - COTW: Kenya
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 3 weeks ago 100%

    my friend from china uses hello talk, which is a languaga axchange app (basically you tutor each other), and this american dude asked to be tutored by her. the catch is, he doesn't know any chinese at all, and he kept being a weirdo, so she made him praise mao lol. she posted these screenshots on her WeChat moments:

    thought i'd share with y'all, just something i found funny

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  • news news Bulletins and News Discussion from August 26th to September 1st, 2024 - Ruto Must Go - COTW: Kenya
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  • games games Sunday is Gaming Day: What Are You Playing Weekly Thread
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 4 weeks ago 100%

    playing hexcraft a lot, chapograd is going nicely. shout out to seryph!

    i also still play overwatch and valorant. i suck at both, but hero shooters just scratch an itch in my brain

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse I hereby request to be banned
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    your posting power is too strong

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse I hereby request to be banned
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    we'd be glad to have you, comrade

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse I hereby request to be banned
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    i agree with your bad takes, dirt framer

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse I hereby request to be banned
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    never say never, i thought i would never start one

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse I hereby request to be banned
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    there comes a time in every hexbear's life to start a struggle session

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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    literally 1984

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  • chat chat I have 10 hours a day to sit in front of a computer with the internet for the next 3 days. What should I do?
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    join hexcraft!

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  • main main Hexbear! You went to sleep last night and woke up to see that you ended up in the last videogame you played! How's life now?
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    I live in a beautiful european style townhouse near all of my comrades, while industrialising the town with steam power. not a bad life

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  • food food [CW MEAT] You get teleported to the country you eat the most food from and that's now where you live. Where is it?
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    china

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  • games games Hexcraft, the Most Communist Minecraft Server, is Live!
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    I sent you a DM for the whitelist and IP, can't wait to meet you on the infinite cuboidal planes rat-salute

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  • neurodiverse neurodiverse I’m honestly just way too concerned about what other people think and have been as long as I can remember
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    thank you!

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  • howdy Introductions Howdy, I'm UlyssesT. I've been away for a while.
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    HE'S BACK

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  • neurodiverse neurodiverse I’m honestly just way too concerned about what other people think and have been as long as I can remember
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    That's not my point. The people around me are what make life worth living

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  • neurodiverse neurodiverse I’m honestly just way too concerned about what other people think and have been as long as I can remember
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    I relate a lot. People always say to not care about what other people think. But how can I do that when my ENTIRE LIFE is made up by my friends, family, coworkers, et cetera

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse trump meets xqc
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    yikes. thankfully i didn't know he existed until like a year ago

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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    Quilt is the people's mod loader

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  • chapotraphouse chapotraphouse trump meets xqc
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 1 month ago 100%

    wait he was in OWL? i didn't know this dude was talented at anything. what team did he even play for?

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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 2 months ago 100%

    playing a lot of overwatch. i swear i can quit at any time!

    ok, ok, in my defense there's this enby with a bigass drill and playing them is so fun. also their fit goes hard:

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  • askchapo askchapo I give you a bowl of cooked rice, what are you doing with it?
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 2 months ago 100%

    put some soy sauce in it and mix it up. then eat it

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  • fitness fitness Just committed to running a 5k in 2 months, need some help
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 2 months ago 100%

    30 something. i could go look at the exact score but around there. not much of a runner

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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 2 months ago 100%

    inspiring!

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  • fitness fitness Just committed to running a 5k in 2 months, need some help
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 2 months ago 100%

    it went ok, i didn't place but i finished it out. hank you for asking!

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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 2 months ago 100%

    weird-bolshevik perhaps

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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 2 months ago 100%

    maybe i'll join you! i don't know. I'm also considering the possibility that i'm a demiboy, but i don't know at all.

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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 2 months ago 100%

    i don't really know what to expect! i'm not sure if they/them will be more natural to me but i'm too embarrassed to ask my friends to do it. i know for certain they would, they're all super supportive, understanding, and queer but there's still something preventing me from asking them.

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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 2 months ago 100%

    blushing-engels thank you!

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    traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns blakeus12 2 months ago 100%
    Enby perchance

    I actually don't know but I've been thinking about it a lot and I don't feel comfortable with masc gender norms. at the same time i feel kind of comfortable with my name/pronouns but I'm going to try they/them pronouns on hexbear. That is all. Have a great day comrades

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    linux_gaming Linux Gaming *Permanently Deleted*
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  • blakeus12 blakeus12 2 months ago 100%

    you know what they meant, stop being condescending

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    games blakeus12 3 months ago 100%
    critical support to blizzard for making colonizers go on screaming crying rants about being banned https://www.reddit.com/r/Overwatch/s/eezotZQB5Q

    tldr: "IsraeliGamer" gets banned in ow2 and starts whining on reddit lol. surprisingly stormfront is clowning him

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    fashion blakeus12 4 months ago 100%
    tips/good examples of keffiyeh in masc fashion?

    how do you wear your keffiyeh? and where can i get one that directly supports Palestine?

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    food blakeus12 4 months ago 100%
    is OMAD legit?

    basically the idea of eating one big meal every day instead of 2-3 smaller ones. I like the idea of making like, some eggs, or something in the morning and eating a big ol' meal with all of the nutrients i need at like 3:30. and then like, some fruit as a desert. is this healthy?

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    sino blakeus12 4 months ago 100%
    Does anywhere have a good list of chinese example names?

    Ideally in hanzi and pinyin, but not a huge dealbreaker if no pinyin because pleco fucking rocks. It'd be cool to have examples for masc, femme, and gender neutral names. TIA!

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    food blakeus12 4 months ago 100%
    What's your favorite tea?

    I've mever been a tea person but I'd like to try some. What are your favorites?

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    chat blakeus12 4 months ago 100%
    What's your most irrational/obnoxious pet peeve?

    Something that makes you annoyed as hell when it really shouldn't, or something that makes you feel like a ![nerd](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/c3c351bb-cee7-484c-aecf-5b87fbc2f496.gif "emoji nerd") for getting annoyed at it. I'll start with a combination of the two: When people call chiptune music "bitcrunch" ![nerd](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/c3c351bb-cee7-484c-aecf-5b87fbc2f496.gif "emoji nerd") ![kitty-cri-screm](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/765722d0-7524-48bb-999e-e3f41c54140d.png "emoji kitty-cri-screm")

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    Learn the Chinese language blakeus12 4 months ago 100%
    How do you use pleco/anki flashcards?

    I'm curious to see how most people study chinese with flashcards. I've fallen out of the habit due to some personal things but I used to just try and work through HSK levels by grinding for like 1 hour per day, but I'm assuming that's not how you're supposed to do it, especially not with SRS 😅

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    commrequest blakeus12 4 months ago 99%
    Now that it seems like we are de-fedding (pun intended) with db0, we need a piracy comm.

    As the title says. I am willing to moderate it if need be, but I suppose there is better comrades out there for that job. edit: also if 'eugene' style memes can get banned there for being """tankie adjacent""" we need a piracy comm on Hexbear. https://hexbear.net/post/2484423

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    games blakeus12 5 months ago 100%
    what kind of online games are you all playing?

    i got kind of into smite recently, and it was fun, but it felt like i was playing it because i was telling myself "you should learn a multiplayer game! play smite!" and having fun just because i was invested in the current game. i never really WANTED to play it, i just felt like i should. what kind of online/multiplayer games are you into right now?

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    very niche question, i apologise, but is there any place you know of that provides linux gog installers via direct download?

    i know, i know, i should have a vpn by now. but i really can't justify it, even the cheaper ones. but gog-games.to only carries windows installers (usually it's not too bad to get them working on proton but there is a few cases where i just can't get them to run at all). do you lovely people at /c/piracy know of any places? thank you for reading!

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    Linux blakeus12 5 months ago 75%
    it's a sad day, the first time i competely fucked my computer

    i tried to get kde plasma on my fedora, when i booted it up there was just a black screen. i couldn't type any commands either, it was toast thankfully i've got windows dual booted because i'm a filthy ![gamer-gulag](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/849d4e7e-f577-4d2a-be59-d51f11d5ef1a.png "emoji gamer-gulag") who uses it for vr games. unfortunately windows doesn't let me see my linux drive's files so all of my personal files are unrecoverable. thankfully i think the most i had on my computer was my music (yt-dlp is so easy i can get it all back in 30 minutes tops) and a few files from some project i was working on, sucks but not worth spending hours troubleshooting. oh well. on the bright side, i'm RETVRN-ing to my old reliable, linux mint with xfce. i'll miss hot corner and the other niceties that gnome has but xfce will be a bit more comfortable for me.

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    chapotraphouse blakeus12 5 months ago 100%
    wait this site is about communism!?!?!

    i thought this was the joe biden fan site??????? somebody sent me a picture of a pig pooping on its balls i am really scared you tabkies are just deolorable!!!!

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    main blakeus12 5 months ago 100%
    why does the link "lib[.]rehab" redirect to lemmy world

    there's no brackets in the url i just don't want to directly link to lemmy world

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    Learn the Chinese language blakeus12 6 months ago 100%
    Apologies for the overly specific question, but what is the proper way to refer to enby people in mandarin?

    I am aware that 他 and 她 are pronounced the same, but written it is an issue. Is 他们 or 她们 appropriate at all?

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    Games blakeus12 6 months ago 100%
    The Hexbear Federation of Star Systems is now open!

    cross-posted from: https://hexbear.net/post/2183844 > For those of you who don't care, I promise this is the last post about this. All further discussion can be relegated to the matrix space. > > Matrix Space: https://matrix.to/#/!tyfTFjggYNboCPZPKo:envs.net?via=envs.net > > The main base isn't anything special, at least for now, but it's enough to protect from the main planet's frequent boiling storms. If any comrades need to be picked up, you can use the S.O.S. channel in the matrix space. All four stars are yellow, so no special hyperdrives are required to traverse the whole federation. > > Portal Coords: > > ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/2d30a739-54d6-459b-b4a3-b44b9668c694.png) > > Hexadecimal Transcription: 4 0 6 E F E F B 4 9 1 3 > > Atlas Transcription: Tepaavpe Dipedigu Teudzago > > Feel free to join us! No other planets except the main one in System Alpha have been discovered, so feel free to name them how you wish, and build small outposts, huge bases, or anything in between! I can't wait to meet all of you in our marxist-leninist space commune! > > ![astronaut-2](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/44f610bb-f69d-4e6c-aa16-061ba9e17df6.png "emoji astronaut-2") ![astronaut-1](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/4792ee89-4c46-475f-aea3-26320e88b247.png "emoji astronaut-1") > > edit: thank you for the pin! ![heart-sickle](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/14c2707b-51cb-44ed-be2f-f262d088e219.png "emoji heart-sickle")

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    games blakeus12 6 months ago 100%
    The Hexbear Federation of Star Systems is now open!

    For those of you who don't care, I promise this is the last post about this. All further discussion can be relegated to the matrix space. Matrix Space: https://matrix.to/#/!tyfTFjggYNboCPZPKo:envs.net?via=envs.net The main base isn't anything special, at least for now, but it's enough to protect from the main planet's frequent boiling storms. If any comrades need to be picked up, you can use the S.O.S. channel in the matrix space. All four stars are yellow, so no special hyperdrives are required to traverse the whole federation. Portal Coords: ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/2d30a739-54d6-459b-b4a3-b44b9668c694.png) Hexadecimal Transcription: 4 0 6 E F E F B 4 9 1 3 Atlas Transcription: Tepaavpe Dipedigu Teudzago Feel free to join us! No other planets except the main one in System Alpha have been discovered, so feel free to name them how you wish, and build small outposts, huge bases, or anything in between! I can't wait to meet all of you in our marxist-leninist space commune! ![astronaut-2](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/44f610bb-f69d-4e6c-aa16-061ba9e17df6.png "emoji astronaut-2") ![astronaut-1](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/4792ee89-4c46-475f-aea3-26320e88b247.png "emoji astronaut-1") edit: thank you for the pin! ![heart-sickle](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/14c2707b-51cb-44ed-be2f-f262d088e219.png "emoji heart-sickle")

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    Games blakeus12 6 months ago 91%
    Crosspost: To all comrades who play No Man's Sky: Announcing the Hexbear Federation of Star Systems

    Crossposted from: https://hexbear.net/post/2178996 > **What is the Hexbear Federation of Star Systems?** > The HFSS is a group of four star systems in the Euclid Galaxy that is a place for all Hexbears to build bases, farms, and many other glorious creations in a collaborative effort to build a bustling community in the cold vastness of space. While it is not finished yet, when it is complete it will consist only of 1 major shared base among the members, with the rest of the planets being untouched and ready to be explored, conquered, and cultivated by the Hexbears of the galaxy! > **Are there any rules?** > In No Man's Sky, players are allowed to set their own boundaries for what is and isn't acceptable, (e.g. dictating who can edit parts in your bases, etc) so the only rule we need to worry about is just to be nice to your comrades! > **How do I join?** > Shoot me a DM on Hexbear, and include your matrix username. I'll invite you to the matrix space.When it's ready I will send portal coordinates to the matrix space. If you don't have all the glyphs unlocked, you can arrange for me or another hexbear to pick you up. > I'm really excited to see how this community turns out, even if only a few comrades end up participating. If you don't have No Man's Sky I'd recommend it, despite it being pricey (I think it's on GOG so you may be able to pick up an installer and still play multiplayer). Thank you for reading, and I look forward to meeting you guys in game! > P.S. : I am open to name suggestions as well. I suck ass at naming things. Lemmygrad comrades are welcome too, of course. If you have ideas for a name that includes y'all as well, feel free to let me know.

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    games blakeus12 6 months ago 100%
    To all comrades who play No Man's Sky: Announcing the Hexbear Federation of Star Systems

    **What is the Hexbear Federation of Star Systems?** The HFSS is a group of four star systems in the Euclid Galaxy that is a place for all Hexbears to build bases, farms, and many other glorious creations in a collaborative effort to build a bustling community in the cold vastness of space. While it is not finished yet, when it is complete it will consist only of 1 major shared base among the members, with the rest of the planets being untouched and ready to be explored, conquered, and cultivated by the Hexbears of the galaxy! **Are there any rules?** In No Man's Sky, players are allowed to set their own boundaries for what is and isn't acceptable, (e.g. dictating who can edit parts in your bases, etc) so the only rule we need to worry about is just to be nice to your comrades! **How do I join?** Shoot me a DM on Hexbear, and include your matrix username. I'll invite you to the matrix space.When it's ready I will send portal coordinates to the matrix space. If you don't have all the glyphs unlocked, you can arrange for me or another hexbear to pick you up. I'm really excited to see how this community turns out, even if only a few comrades end up participating. If you don't have No Man's Sky I'd recommend it, despite it being pricey (I think it's on GOG so you may be able to pick up an installer and still play multiplayer). Thank you for reading, and I look forward to meeting you guys in game! P.S. : I am open to name suggestions as well. I suck ass at naming things.

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    sino blakeus12 6 months ago 100%
    how to apply to jobs in china

    I want to leave this accursed place edit: thank you for your advice everyone, but to be honest i was asking literally, like: what would i need to go, which websites, or resources, to apply to jobs that are located in the people's republic of china

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    fitness blakeus12 6 months ago 100%
    Just committed to running a 5k in 2 months, need some help

    what are some good meals i can eat cold that are high protein - low carb - no refined sugar? i already made some hummus for an occasional snack to eat with something, but my work doesn't have a microwave so i have no idea what to bring for dinner. any tips? TIA!!!

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    Linux blakeus12 6 months ago 92%
    Weird ass line in the middle of my screen sometimes (Fedora Linux)

    Finally back on a gnome distro that supports GRUB2, and loving it so far. The exception being that every time something moves, there is a weird line in the middle of my monitor that almost "splits" the screen in half, like it's off by a pixel or something. this isn't really present in static images though. it's pretty infuriating. when trying to record an example to share with you guys, i noticed it for whatever reason just doesn't even happen while recording my screen with GPUScreenRecorder. Does anyone have any ideas on what this could be?btw, this didn't happen on mint when i was using that distro. Thank you!

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    chapotraphouse blakeus12 6 months ago 100%
    can somebody explain why the shitty "website" called reddit is known as stormfront around these parts

    I don't know much internet history, but i've heard tales of a message board called stormfront? was that a subreddit? does it have anything to do with ![homelander](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/f1c5d3b8-caeb-422d-a507-0115285b896f.png "emoji homelander") ?

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    askchapo blakeus12 6 months ago 100%
    What's the most cringy shit you've seen on reddit?

    i'll start. i saw a ask reddit post saying something along the lines of "men of reddit whats something women can't understand" and the comments were just. oh my god. the main one that made me want to puke was "when dudes walk by each other and nod" and the whole fucking thread was just fedoras with arms soypogging like it was some secret language or something. "when you nod upwards, it means respect!!!!!1!!11 when you nod downwards its aggression!!!1!11!!!!!" as if women dont do the same shit. do you guys have something similar to share?

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    games blakeus12 6 months ago 100%
    does anyone have a backup of yuzu for linux?

    my backups were on a flashdrive that i lost yesterday ![oooaaaaaaauhhh](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/22951af8-194b-4c32-abe2-6f93aaa4808b.gif "emoji oooaaaaaaauhhh")

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    Linux Gaming blakeus12 6 months ago 93%
    how do you keep your lutris settings, games and save files when you distro hop?

    going from linux mint to fedora because i really miss gnome, and i would like to keep my data and games from lutris. 99% of my games are just gog installers running from wine and preinstalled steamunlocked games, so i doubt it'd be too hard to get it all back but to save some time i'd really rather do this. i can't find shit on google or youtube since SEO and Ai garbage has just flooded everything, and looking for anything via youtube search is just a futile mission. does anyone know how to do this process? thanks in advance, everyone have a great day!

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    languagelearning blakeus12 7 months ago 100%
    Is Pleco based????
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    christianity blakeus12 7 months ago 100%
    I need some guidance

    I would call myself an atheist right now, but I feel something within me that is religious. I don't know what I believe in but I want to study Christianity, but I have no idea where to start. I was born catholic but absolutely hated it, there was contradictions to its teachings at every turn, and there was constant cruelty and abuse. It felt like a place for rich middle class assholes to call themselves good people and justify their bigotry. For 5 years now, I've referred to myself as "atheist," but have always been very interested in concepts of Christianity and Gnosticism, as well as religion in general. However, every community -- both IRL and online -- of Christians has been ridiculously toxic and hateful, and as a bi (also confused about that too) man I have never felt safe at any of these places, even "inclusive" ones. But christian themes and ideas have always made me feel a way that is indescribable, and I want to reevaluate my faith. Now, from the little I know about Christianity, Gnosticism seems to, at least from my view, reconcile the the things that gave me so much grief about the bible. The idea of the bible's YHVH as being an ignorant and malevolent being whose arrogance leads it to enslave humans and go against god's true ideals, and bringing suffering to its imperfect world. But, how would I reconcile this as a communist? If the "goal" of Gnosticism is to is to escape to the perfect, immaterial world, what would be the point of making our current one better? I want to do more research, and try to find the answer to all of this but I just don't know where to start. I think I should read the bible, but I have so much shit going on, so I don't know whether or not I can commit to that. Already I have 8 hours of school, an hour of studying Chinese, an hour of working out, and still spending time with my friends and family, I don't know how I could commit more time to diligently and properly studying religion. Do any of you comrades have advice? Thank you for reading this, and I'm sorry it's been a stream of consciousness-type post.

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    chapotraphouse blakeus12 7 months ago 100%
    What the hell is stevia extract? Is it good for you? Why can't I find anything on it?

    My parents texted me about this "zevia" soda shit that's sweetened with stevia extract which is supposedly 0 calories, thus healthy. but knowing other "diet" sodas that doesn't mean its good for you, and i can't find any studies on the effects of it and i'm super confused. apparently indigenous people would use the whole leaf as a sweetener, but the extract may be different? is it a fruit juice situation, where removing the rest of the leaf removes all of the healthy shit? does anybody know?

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    bloomer blakeus12 7 months ago 99%
    just wanted to say i appreciate having a community of friendly, like minded comrades. it gives me hope!

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    chat blakeus12 7 months ago 100%
    Turns out, my 'new friend' was secretly super fucking racist [CW: Racism]

    one day we were hanging out, when somehow the topic of the Roma people came up and he referred to them by the derogatory term that starts with a G. I figured he was just ignorant of it, so I told him that it's really not cool to say that and that he went on a whole rant about how romani were "bums" and that "all they did was steal" and that "you would agree with me if i met one." He gave a few anecdotes about how he saw a romani person in line at a grocery store and said they stank, giving this as justification that they are all "bums." When I kept calling him out on saying the G slur he told me to grow a pair, because "people are gonna say stuff you don't like." I was really confused and shocked as he had shown me nothing of this and I was pretty sad. I feel so angry that this kind of discrimination is so god damned common among americans. I cant wait to get out of this hellhole

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    neurodiverse blakeus12 7 months ago 100%
    are you supposed to look at people when you talk to them
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    chapotraphouse blakeus12 7 months ago 100%
    happy school resource officer day everyone!

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    Learn the Chinese language blakeus12 7 months ago 100%
    What do you think of Zhuyin?

    I think it's really cool and I want to learn it one day, but it's pretty hard and I want to focus on learning the language first. If I could find a good mandarin program that used zhuyin and simplified characters I'd probably learn it, but alas. I'm curious to see what you all think about it!

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    Learn the Chinese language blakeus12 7 months ago 100%
    I understand that it's important to immerse yourself in Chinese with comprehensible input like reading articles, watching TV shows and movies, and listening to podcasts; but how do you get there?

    As a complete beginner that knows how to say 2-3 sentences, how do we get to the point where it's possible to comprehend these sources? edit: To expand on this, every advice resource i've seen on the internet has said: "forget textbooks, you need comprehensible input!" which I agree with, but how can you begin learning the language to the point at which this is possible?

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    languagelearning blakeus12 8 months ago 100%
    Any recommended books/articles on sentence structure/grammar in chinese?
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