Pharmacy PepeSilvia • 1 year ago • 100%

I'd be interested to know what field you guys are in! I'd bet mostly RPh/PharmD and CPhT. I'm sure we even have a few from other medical fields and just curious. Drop a comment if you'd like and I'll update once we get several answers

Bipolar Disorder PepeSilvia • 1 year ago • 100%

Just need to let this out. I have been rapid cycling for a few months now, which is odd for me as in my younger days my mood episodes would last 4-8ish months and now we are looking at a week or two. In the past few months, I feel like I have done lasting damage to my relationship and maybe my SO. I dumped all my trauma at the very beginning so now they are extra careful with me. I am super codependent so when I even suspect they're feeling negatively about anything, I grill them on it because I just want to fix it but I think maybe they're hiding their feelings now because I am breakable. I've shifted into some hyper sexuality which would be great but once we get started I ruin it somehow by doing a complete 180 and saying weird shit or checking out entirely. Every single version of myself wants to treat them well. I could totally understand if they got whiplash from how often I pivot.